BAQOUBA, Iraq
– An insurgency that just won't die is leaving American troops
in the field wondering if they are going to be next.
"Is it likely we will lose somebody else? Yes, it is," said
Capt. Thomas H. Johnson Jr., who leads one of the coalition's
most battle-scarred units, based in Baghdad. "But all we can do
is be as ready as possible."
Johnson's 3rd Brigade soldiers, more than any others in the
U.S. 1st Infantry Division, know all about being prepared for
battle; their casualty rate is above 25 percent, including six
deaths since April.
The death toll of U.S. troops killed in Iraq since the war
began last year reached 900 early Wednesday when another 1st
Infantry Division soldier was killed. His Bradley fighting
vehicle struck a roadside bomb in Duluiyah, 45 miles north of
Baghdad.
His death followed those of two Marines and two soldiers,
announced Tuesday by the military.
North of Baghdad, Baqouba has turned into one of the
coalition's most violent battlegrounds since the U.S.-led
invasion in March 2003. It was the city where many of Johnson's
soldiers – with an estimated average age of 20 years – learned
the art of war and experienced its deadly consequences.
His forces took part in three days of fierce fighting there
last month. Black-clad insurgents, firing machine guns and
rocket-propelled grenade launchers, shot their way into a
government office complex, seized two police stations and
destroyed the home of the provincial police chief. The U.S.
military said its forces killed 60 guerrillas and lost two of
their own.

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U.S. Army 1st Infantry Division,
3rd Brigade Capt. Thomas Johnson of Atlanta, Ga.,
discusses soldiers killed in action during an interview
in his quarters at Camp Warhorse, in Baqouba, Iraq.
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Those battles, plus the April 10 death of
Sgt. Cody Eckhart, 25, killed when militants fired a
rocket-propelled grenade at his Humvee, shocked many 3rd Brigade
soldiers, said Sgt. 1st Class Jamie Loy, who commands one of
Johnson's quick reaction force platoons.
"After last month's clashes and Eckhart's death, you could
see in the soldiers' eyes that everybody was physically
shattered and they were starting to wonder if they were going to
be next and is it all worth it," said 36-year-old Loy, of Ann
Arbor, Mich.
"But you can't think about bullets or look at those who died
and think, 'I'm next.'"
One of Eckhart's friends, Pvt. Akio Ellis, said fear and
anger ran through him after Eckhart was killed.
"It also made me more determined to make this Iraqi
government work to make sure my friend didn't die for nothing,"
said the 22-year-old from Cleveland, Ohio. "And knowing it can
happen to me has made me call home more often to tell my parents
that I love them."
Johnson says he doesn't dwell on the possibility he might be
killed, believing that "this endeavor (in Iraq) is worth our
lives."
But he was left distraught after dealing with the
consequences of his comrades' deaths, particularly that of his
friend
1st Lt. Christopher Kenny, who died in May with three other
soldiers when their Humvee rolled into a canal.
"I gave him CPR and mouth-to-mouth, felt a pulse and was with
him on the way to hospital, where he died," said Johnson during
an interview in his quarters, an air conditioned portable cabin
on a dusty military base on a searing summer's day.
"And all I was thinking about was how I was going to tell his
wife," he said. "It is the families who suffer most."